I think I'm going to call him today... I know, you probably think it's because I miss him right? No... Because I know he still uses my card, so I have to let him know to he should stop if he's not my bf anymore. I've spoiled him sooooo much that he thinks it's okay. For a while, I thought it was okay too, but I cannot let him if he can't commit to me. I've already changed my address, so he can't order things, but I need to make sure he stops completely.
A friend of mine told me his friend told him to stop fooling around because essentially, you're paying for someone else's wife. I feel like the same concept can be applied here... It's like I'm paying for someone else's husband.
Last night, I also read more about people with commitment issues... Made me SO angry when I read it because he did exactly 90% of what was listed in there. I really was like a mistress to him... A hidden lover.
It makes it really hard for me to pray for someone like that, but I will still continue to pray..
I will need to pray for strength... For a healthy mind when I pray for him.
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