God... I don't understand what You're doing... Are You answering my prayers or are You teasing me?
He messaged me after I fell asleep saying he misses me... What should I do? What would You like me to do? Answer him or should I ignore it until I'm ready? The easy thing to do is respond to him and tell him how I feel as well, but is that what You want? What role am I supposed to play in his life?
I'm so confused and don't know what to do... I feel myself getting better and it does not hurt as much as last week, but I still could use more time to heal... I think I'll answer him, but I will pray before I do.
I know prayer requires patience, but sometimes I do wonder why my prayer... The one prayer I want to see happen... For him to wholeheartedly come to Christ... take so long for Father to make happen? Despite the long wait... I will still continue to pray.
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